But still, now and then, here and there, she could witness the beauty, joy and happiness in its purest form as well. So, one day, while trying to free her mind from heavy thoughts, and unburden her soul from disturbing emotions she started wondering: could it be that there's a little bit, just a little bit of forgotten heaven here, forgotten by many, but rediscovered and re-found by „The Rare“ and „The Aware“?
Those parts and particles of heaven which make life worth living, make life meaningful, making this world, though too sad, still beauiful?
To her relief and joy, the answer was affirmative.
And so, from that day on, she decided to start her search, constantly exploring, dying a thousand deaths, and experiencing just as equal rebirths, knowing that there is really and definately something larger out there.
She may have broken certain „rules“,
she may have been a little bit unconventional,
she might have been lost on the way many times,
she might have taken wrong directions and turns,
But she was only being herself, doing her best,
constanly striving and trying...to bring and show the perfection in a completly unperfect world.
And maybe she hasn't found the right path yet, but she's known right from the beginning that her purpose in this world is to show that little bit of heavenly beauty, happiness and pure justice she remembers and has brought from her own dimension and rediscovered here on the Earth.
The dimension which is...blue, green, yellow, pink, purple...
Which is...clear, bright, shiny, sparkling on the surface
...satin-soft at the touch
too deep for an eye,
too mesmerizing for the mind,
Too valuabe for those who reach it
Too precious for those who hold it.
Simple, yet so complex,
Like a gemstone,
(Photos: Fabian Perez)